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FATAL KRONE

THIRD REALM

GOTH / INDUSTRIAL /
myspace.com/thirdrealm
LOVE IS THE DEVIL::
RELEASE: MAY 26, 2009

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RADIO-ACTIVE-
music.com

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MARILYN MANSON
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t[:error:]gazm projeCt
ELECTRO/INDUSTRIAL/FROM RUSSIA **
1st EP coming up this autumn
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EXIT OPHELIA
www.myspace.com/exitophelia
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"WHERE DOES THE NAME EXIT OPHELIA COME FROM?"

Shakespeare is basically accepted as a central icon to intellectualism, drama, performance art, social unrest, fairy tales and visions of class separation. And Hamlet is the quintessential Shakespeare...

In Hamlet, every time things get really loud, really emotional, and really show a human reaction to devastation... the next line you see after the storm is, "Exit Ophelia"

You are not chained to this world, so there is no reason to hold back... Say your piece with exactly the same vigor and madness that the world uses to address you... give the rant, and walk away.

In short... think... feel... and then... Scream baby.


http://www.students
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NEXOTHEX
myspace.com/nexothex
Electro / Industrial / Drum & Bass
FROM AUSTRIA: THE BEST**

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PSYCLON NINE


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POETS/ARTISTS/i admire*

WALT WHITMAN


O Captain my Captain! our fearful trip is done,
The ship has weathered every rack, the prize we sought is won,
The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,
While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring;
But O heart! heart! heart!
O the bleeding drops of red,
Where on the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells;
Rise up--for you the flag is flung for you the bugle trills,
For you bouquets and ribboned wreaths for you the shores a-crowding,
For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning;
Here Captain! dear father!
This arm beneath your head!
It is some dream that on the deck,
You've fallen cold and dead.

My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still;
My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will;
The ship is anchored safe and sound, its voyage closed and done;
From fearful trip the victor ship comes in with object won;
Exult O shores, and ring O bells!
But I, with mournful tread,
Walk the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

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PABLO NERUDA* 07/12/1904-09/23/1973* Greatest Latin American POET of the 20th century...(from CHILE)

I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.





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To be, or not to be, - that is the question: -
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? - To die, to sleep, -
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache, and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, - 'tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; -
To sleep, perchance to dream: - ay, there's the rub;
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come,
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause: there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life;
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely,
The pangs of despis'd love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office, and the spurns
That patient merit of the unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? who would these fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death, -
The undiscover'd country, from whose bourn
No traveller returns, - puzzles the will,
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know naught of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all;
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought;
And enterprises of great pith and moment,
With this regard, their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action.
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NIETZSCHE quotes: "No price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness. "

"A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything."
"Re-examine all that you have been told... dismiss that which insults your soul."
NICK KUSHNER
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http://www.nachtkabarett.com/
http://thethirdangelsounded.com
http://myspace.com/syphilitic



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FILL THE GOBLET AGAIN

A Song

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Fill the goblet again ! for I never before

Felt the glow which now gladdens my heart to its core;

Let us drink ! --- who would not ? --- since, through life's varied round,

In the goblet alone no deception is found.

I have tried in its turn all that life can supply;

I have bask'd in the beam of a dark rolling eye;

I have loved ! --- who has not ? --- but what heart can declare

That pleasure existed while passion was there?

In the days of my youth, when the heart's in its spring,

And dreams that affection can never take wing,

I had friends ! --- who has not ? --- but what tongue will avow,

That friends, rosy wine! Are so faithful as thou?

The heart of a mistress some boy may estrange,

Friendship shifts with the sunbeam --- thou never canst change;

Thou grow'st old --- who does not ? --- but on earth what appears,

Whose virtues, like thine, still increase with its years?

Yet if blest to the utmost that love can bestow,

Should a rival bow down to our idol below,

We are jealous ! --- who's not ? --- thou hast no such alloy;

For the more that enjoy thee, the more we enjoy.

Then the season of youth and its vanities past,

For refuge we fly to the goblet at last;

There we find --- do we not ? --- in the flow of the soul,

That truth, as of yore, is confined to the bowl.

When the box of Pandora was opened on earth,

And Misery's triumph commenced over Mirth,

Hope was left, --- was she not ? --- but the goblet we kiss,

And care not for Hope, who are certain of bliss.

Long life to the grape! for when summer is flown.

The age of our nectar shall gladden our own:

We must die --- who shall not ? --- May our sins be forgiven,

And Hebe shall never be idle in heaven.






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MORE PHOTOS AND ARTISTS**


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FEARWORK

From Germany//
ELECTRO//INDUSTRIAL**


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*my baby PHIL*

SHOUT IT OUT*

Sonnet 71
by
Shakespeare

No longer mourn for me 
when I am dead
Then you shall hear the 
surly sullen bell
Give warning to the world 
that I am fled
From this vile world, with 
vilest worms to dwell:
Nay, if you read this 
line, remember not
The hand that writ it; 
for I love you so
That I in your sweet thoughts 
would be forgot
If thinking on me then 
should make you woe.
O, if, I say, you look 
upon this verse
When I perhaps compounded
am with clay,
Do not so much as my
 poor name rehearse.
But let your love even with
 my life decay,
Lest the wise world should 
look into your moan
And mock you with me 
after I am gone
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MYRIAD of DELIGHTS*







MOI / ISRAELI FORCES/ **

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"If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character...
Would you slow down? Or speed up?"

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Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped and twisted
So many tricks and so many lies
Too many whens and too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped and twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped and twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm almost gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped and twisted
Burnt out, wasted, sad, and hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped and twisted
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"I am ready to meet my Maker. Whether my Maker is prepared for the ordeal
of meeting me is another matter."

image"One should rather die than be betrayed. For there is no deceit in death - it delivers precisely what it has promised. Betrayal though... betrayal is the willful slaughter of hope."
-Renfield, Dracula

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DEDICATION TO MY MOTHER:JULY 18,1949-JANUARY 2,2007
PSALM 116 in the language we love: HEBREW:
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אָ֭הַבְתִּי כִּֽי־יִשְׁמַ֥ע ׀ יְהוָ֑ה אֶת־קֹ֝ולִ֗י תַּחֲנוּנָֽי׃ כִּֽי־הִטָּ֣ה אָזְנֹ֣ו לִ֑י וּבְיָמַ֥י אֶקְרָֽא׃ אֲפָפ֤וּנִי ׀ חֶבְלֵי־מָ֗וֶת וּמְצָרֵ֣י שְׁאֹ֣ול מְצָא֑וּנִי צָרָ֖ה וְיָגֹ֣ון אֶמְצָֽא׃ וּבְשֵֽׁם־יְהוָ֥ה אֶקְרָ֑א אָנָּ֥ה יְ֝הוָ֗ה מַלְּטָ֥ה נַפְשִֽׁי׃ חַנּ֣וּן יְהֹוָ֣ה וְצַדִּ֑יק וֵ֖אלֹהֵ֣ינוּ מְרַחֵֽם׃ שֹׁמֵ֣ר פְּתָאיִ֣ם יְהֹוָ֑ה דַּ֝לֹּותִ֗י וְלִ֣י יְהֹושִֽׁיעַ׃ שׁוּבִ֣י נַ֭פְשִׁי לִמְנוּחָ֑יְכִי כִּֽי־יְ֝הוָ֗ה גָּמַ֥ל עָלָֽיְכִי׃ כִּ֤י חִלַּ֥צְתָּ נַפְשִׁ֗י מִ֫מָּ֥וֶת אֶת־עֵינִ֥י מִן־דִּמְעָ֑ה אֶת־רַגְלִ֥י מִדֶּֽחִי׃ אֶ֭תְהַלֵּךְ לִפְנֵ֣י יְהוָ֑ה בְּ֝אַרְצֹ֗ות הַֽחַיִּֽים׃ הֶ֭אֱמַנְתִּי כִּ֣י אֲדַבֵּ֑ר אֲ֝נִ֗י עָנִ֥יתִי מְאֹֽד׃ אֲ֭נִי אָמַ֣רְתִּי בְחָפְזִ֑י כָּֽל־הָאָדָ֥ם כֹּזֵֽב׃ מָֽה־אָשִׁ֥יב לַיהוָ֑ה כָּֽל־תַּגְמוּלֹ֥והִי עָלָֽי׃ כֹּוס־יְשׁוּעֹ֥ות אֶשָּׂ֑א וּבְשֵׁ֖ם יְהוָ֣ה אֶקְרָֽא׃ נְ֭דָרַי לַיהוָ֣ה אֲשַׁלֵּ֑ם נֶגְדָה־נָּ֝֗א לְכָל־עַמֹּֽו׃ יָ֭קָר בְּעֵינֵ֣י יְהוָ֑ה הַ֝מָּ֗וְתָה לַחֲסִידָֽיו׃ אָֽנָּ֣ה יְהוָה֮ כִּֽי־אֲנִ֪י עַ֫בְדֶּ֥ךָ אֲ‍ֽנִי־עַ֭בְדְּךָ בֶּן־אֲמָתֶ֑ךָ פִּ֝תַּ֗חְתָּ לְמֹוסֵרָֽי׃ לְֽךָ־אֶ֭זְבַּח זֶ֣בַח תֹּודָ֑ה וּבְשֵׁ֖ם יְהוָ֣ה אֶקְרָֽא׃ נְ֭דָרַי לַיהוָ֣ה אֲשַׁלֵּ֑ם נֶגְדָה־נָּ֝֗א לְכָל־עַמֹּֽו׃ בְּחַצְרֹ֤ות ׀ בֵּ֤ית יְהוָ֗ה בְּֽתֹ֘וכֵ֤כִי יְֽרוּשָׁלִָ֗ם הַֽלְלוּ־יָֽהּ׃






I spent a lot of time in ISRAEL, CYPRUS, BELGIUM, GERMANY, PERU, NETHERLANDS, LUXEMBOURG, ENGLAND, SWITZERLAND, GREECE. obviously, i LOVE to TRAVEL. EDUCATE MYSELF. lover LOVER of humanity :P
enjoy GREAT STIMULATING conversation! , witty, BOLD, dARING, faithful in my beliefs, always willing to listen to both sides of things, but OBVIOUSLY my SIDE is always the CORRECT ONE>>>LOL...
Have a
B.A degree in Psychology/Sociology.I think about sex about every MILLISECOND...imageimage
DID a commercial in 80's about LEUKEMIA. (my brother had acute lymphatic leukemia, he is a surviVOR! yay!)
so much more! just ASK...never hurts to ASK..no question is DUMB ...
it is DUMB Not to ask!
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MY POETRY

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1st one:
LOVE is the SUDDEN crash in your PATH,
QUICK and to the POINT, and NEARLY
ALWAYS it leaves someone SLAIN ON THE GREEN.


*OPHELIA'S DEATH*

Grant me this, this brief MURDERED MOMENT, and then I will BURY it SADL
Y and go on with my GAME.
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2nd one:
i am the sunshine
i am the night time
i am in dream time
i am sublime
i am amorphous
let me invite you
let me incite you
let me inside of your life
let me infect you
let me connect you
let me possess your mind
you let me alone and i am HARDER for it.

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3rd one:
You were glad to-night: and now you've gone away.
Flushed in the dark, you put your dreams to bed;
But as you fall asleep I hear you say
Those tired sweet drowsy words we left unsaid.

Sleep well: for I can follow you, to bless
And lull your distant beauty where you roam;
And with wild songs of hoarded loveliness
Recall you to these arms that were your home.

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FAVE VIDEOS**

SITES I ENJOY**

The supreme irony of life is that hardly anyone gets out of it alive.
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(1) http://www.funnyordie.com/

(2) http://www.imdb.com/
(3)http://www.amazon.com/
(4) http://www.metropolis-records.com/
(5)http://www.candylust.org
(6) http://www.vampirefreaks.com/
(7) http://www.offthemark.com/
(8)http://www.chrismoore.com/
(9)http://www.i-am-bored.com/
(10)http://www.morbidoutlook.com
(11)http://www.radio-active-music.com

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Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.


THIS AND THAT**

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PEACE SIGN IN ISRAEL *

WHITE CLIFFS of Dover england. I want to go back! who wants to go??:P

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Embraced by BLOOD and TEARS


There's a part of me that I can't seem to fight
A part that I can't make alright
There's part of me that seems to have become something new
A part from hell that grew

My vision of the world has seemed to change
A vision of decay and derange
My vision seems to see something new and dead
A vision of unbreakable red

There's a part of me I can't seem to understand
A part that remains unmanned
There's a part of me that seems indomitable on rage
A part that wants nothing but war to wage

A fiery flame burns within my heart
In my dark place I begin to tear it apart
Flesh snapping from the bone to which it was sealed
But the heart still left protected by a shield

Forever this torment will go on
Forever will I live to hide before dawn
The beast that lives in me shall be eternally embraced
No longer will these instincts be left to waist

To kill is to feed and quench the blood thirst that coats the tongue
Listen to those church bells that have just rung
God will leave you and I will be marching
When the dark reality hits is when I'll be watching










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